Eternal Disorder

(Yuh) (Aye) No rest Till I Empty out the malice in my veins Plagued Pull the covers off the feelings I detain Drained From the gutter where my body was unchained Wishin' I could find the right path Lord forgive me for this last dash Burn all of the yellow brick road Let it fizzle with the souls on the coals I'm a Rotten motherfucker with my feet in the mud I got no seat up at the table so I'm scraping the crumbs they wanna Find the reason why I'm gone in the mirror but when I Step into the fog then they see me reappear Can't afford to tell you my secrets Can't confide with y'all heathens Wreck ya life without meaning Better point a ruger forty-five at the door 'fore I creep in (Yuh) (Aye) Pick me out of cemetery rose I'm a Lost Cause Should've known from all the writing on the wall Crossed By the part of me that feeds on all my flaws, could've Been the one to fight back but I Can't shake what's in the past Seems every time I try my Ladder starts to break and I'm rejected from the climb I'm Shedding this skin yuh Freeing these sins aye Leaving my home yuh Shoutout to the chemicals killin' me slowly I just wanna be a parasite yuh Latch up on a host and sink my teeth releasing venom so I Never have to worry about control Multiply and spread contagion from my growth bitch I Run for the money Finesse for the sport Creep till the sun up Get 'em on their knees and make 'em beg for the lord I don't Fuck with y'all bitch I'm fed up Switchin' up like the weather aye Tell your boy about my setup Catch the smoke from the chrome of my beretta