Fake friends we're just trying to make ends meet

I ain't been to my job since like last week

And I need another pill, so badly. I coulda split it with you if you asked me

I just wanna see you smile again, one time before the end

I know forever is just a maybe. if I leave too soon, baby don't hate me

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Sometimes I hold my breath and pray to God I won't fucking do it again Yeah, yeah

I can fake a smile, but I'll still hear what you're saying and I can close my eyes and pretend everything is amazing

I tend to fall in love when you tell me, I'm not enough

Every time you kiss me it's just blood that your tasting

If I leave too soon, baby, don't hate me.

Go home I just wanna go home

And I've never been so close Cause I'm losing it all, losing it all yeah

Lonely romance I woke up with blood on my hands

I know forever is just a maybe if I leave too soon baby don't hate me

Lately, my anxiety is getting hard to manage now I take a pill or two before I start to panic

I'm checking on my ex to see if she just changed her status. I know I'm a mess but baby that's just how you planned it

Oh I just wanna go home

And I've never been so close because I'm losing it all losing it all yeah

Lonely romance I woke up with blood on my hands

I know forever is just a maybe if I leave too soon baby don't hate me

I just wanna see you smile again, one time before the end

I know forever is just a maybe if I leave too soon baby don't hate me

I wish my anxiety would just leave me alone rejected by society when I just wanna go home

I just wanna go home

And I've never been so close

to losing it all losing it all yeah