Waiting - EP Mix

I don't know How it starts I don't know how it begins But I know There's one thing that I want And I know I'm gonna lose it again Don't pretend it doesn't end like this Don't pretend it doesn't end Don't pretend there's more to it than there is Don't pretend there's more than this Just take it for what it's worth now There's not much else left to do But wait and watch it play out Watch me disconnect from you You know i'll never let you in Kept in the dark Where nobody wins At an arm's length The damage is done And the fallout stopped being fun But it's a habit And it's dying hard Not the whole thing Just a little part Of what used to keep it okay Before I knew how to say That the fear Stopped making sense When you're near me Feels like i understand It never needed to be that way I never needed to carry that shame On my shoulders And on my tongue There's a word for Exactly what I want But I can't tell you I never will There's too much time left to kill Don't pretend it doesn't end like this Don't pretend it doesn't end Don't pretend there's more to it than there is Don't pretend there's more than this Just take it for what it's worth now There's not much else left to do But wait and watch it play out Watch me disconnect from you