Melodies and Memories

What happened to our beliefs? What happened to when you first you said you loved me You don't even know half the pain You put me through yesterday So what you tryna do? So what you tryna say? Back and forth like we're going nowhere. Always end up in a losing game You won't tell me where you are Won't tell me where you've been But the feeling when you cut the ties Why you still give me butterflies? I don't wanna say it But loving you wasted Every moment I told you why No reciprocation You love it or hate it I don't wanna do this no more But you keep Faking cries to make up lies And I'm falling for it every single time Your melodies and memories Keep me awake, can't escape your Physical and mental anguish Got me speaking out a different language Pulsing eyes have got me fakin' These empty smiles I don't want to entertain it anymore But one look at me I'll crawl back through your open door You don't even know half the pain You put me through everyday You're aware How I feel Knowing I'll just embrace it Fell there At your heels While you ripped all of our pages So why say you needed me Now I look for remedies To shut your name away I don't wanna say it But loving you wasted Every moment I told you why No reciprocation You love it or hate it I don't wanna do this no more But you keep Faking cries to make up lies And I'm falling for it every single time Your melodies and memories Keep me awake, can't escape your Physical and mental anguish Got me speaking out a different language Pulsing eyes have got me fakin' These empty smiles I don't wanna say it But loving you wasted Every moment I told you why No reciprocation You love it or hate it I don't wanna do this no more But you keep Faking cries to make up lies And I'm falling for it every single time