Music Video
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Varley
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Varley
Composer
Joschka Bender
Composer
Matthias Heising
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Varley
Producer
Joschka Bender
Producer
Matthias Heising
Producer
Lyrics
I wrote and then erased every thought I had today
It all felt so insignificant, trivial really
And I wish that cringey posts on the internet
Wouldn't clog my brain with self-disrespect
When I know there's so much more, like they might just start a war
Oh I hate myself so much sometimes
Got a million worthless things in mind
And I know I should be losing sleep
Don't know what the hell is wrong with me
Oh I hate myself so much sometimes
Am I really just the selfish kind
Or do I distract my mind so I can live a halfway normal life
Hello from the rabbit hole
Seems I'm not alone in this bubble cozWhen I look at my phone
I see a discrepancy between what they want me to see and reality
So I'll just bury my head, cat videos in bed
Oh I hate myself so much sometimes
Got a million worthless things in mind
And I know I should be losing sleep
Don't know what the hell is wrong with me
Oh I hate myself so much sometimes
Am I really just the selfish kind
Or do I distract my mind so I can live a halfway normal life
Oh I hate myself so much sometimes
Got a million worthless things in mind
And I know I should be losing sleep
Don't know what the hell is wrong with me
Writer(s): Claire-ann Varley, Joschka Bender, Matthias Heising
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