Escape from Reality

The drugs are ruling, controlled, confusing Don't want to be myself anymore Can't escape from reality I'll make my own decisions Without distorted visions Fighting for rebirth In torture and torment driven Last time I'm not forgiven Imprisoned I blame myself I am feeling what it has been doing to me It is changing I can not find my ecstasy Addicted I suffer lost Broken I dry reach emotion Addiction it feeds on us (let it rule) I'll deceive you and I will lead you Drag you down and force to feed you Money's no issue just what I do An industry of fake illusion Here's the reason a taste of freedom An open mind to stained delusion I know it's new to you but I am telling you You're searching for a different life You'll make your own decision Through distorted visions Fighting for rebirth In torment and torture driven Last time you're not forgiven Imprisoned you'll blame yourself What's the meaning of what I'm needing Cannot escape this life I'm leading I reach to others but they despise me I'm pushed aside with no one to turn to Now I'm empty I'm done with dealing I live alone but have no healing Cut arms bleeding it's never ending A pool of blood I'm descending I'll make my won decisions Without distorted visions Fighting for rebirth In torture and torment driven Last time I'm not forgiven Imprisoned I blame myself