Backstab Myself

I went driving alone in the dead of the night time In search of my soul like the fog in my headlights I came into this world clear-eyed, empty handed I'll be leaving this place so drunk I can't stand it It's a lot, I don't know if this is good for me All my life I've been coming apart at the seams And all I want is just to feel something but I feel nothing And all I've got a whole lot of nothing, enough to get by with Backstab myself And this burning house we all fell asleep in But we learned to adapt cause the rescue ain't coming I came into this world clear-eyed, empty handed Now I'm leaving this place just smouldering ashes Oh well It's a lot, I don't know if this is good for me All my life I've been coming apart at the seams And all I want is just to feel something but I feel nothing And all I've got a whole lot of nothing, enough to get by with Backstab myself Carry on, carry on Trying to find all the things I'm missing Do you know what you want And can you help me find it? And I can't feel my arms Cause I've been swimming to shore for hours So carry on, carry on Cause heaven knows I'm selfish Carry on, carry on Trying to find all the things I'm missing Do you know what you want Can can you help me find it? And I can't feel my arms Cause I've been swimming to shore for hours So carry on, carry on Cause heaven knows I'm selfish Carry on, carry on Trying to find all the things I'm missing Do you know what you want And can you help me find it? And I can't feel my heart Cause I've been swimming to shore for hours So carry on, carry on Cause heaven knows I'm stupid Carry on, carry on Trying to find all the things I'm missing Do you know what you want And can you help me find it?