Had It Hard

It's been a hard time living alone Had it hard Don't got to complain 'Bout the pain Nigga, see the scars Ain't no point in venting about my heart If they gon' disregard it Long as they know I'm the hardest Think you're in my lane Ain't no thang Let's see who get the farthest Think it's time to talk my shit 'Cause I'm way too lit Swear to God I used to pray that it'd be days like this Oh, Lord, I can't take it anymore No more sleeping on that floor Got back dope I'm on Finally that shit hurt me to my core Can't stop now Say they're proud of me I know they still talk down on me when I'm nor around How you're throwing all this shade After all that love I gave? They won't give me flowers now They rather throw 'em on my grave Say your heart is where your home is Easy to say that until you actually really homeless Thankful for my parents for them times that we ain't have none Still manage to keep a happy home when we ain't have one Hide my pain in every lyric to make sure y'll feel it more Say they wanna see that side of me that they ain't seen before Know that everything I got I earned Been a long time coming but I know it's my turn 'Cause we done had a hard time living Escaped those trenches from project buildings and motel sixes I got a feeling It's only the beginning And I'm 'a make a killing So ain't no giving up