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Look, you get on with tellin' me "one size doesn't fit all" and that I don't fit the criteria

Wiping you off of the surface because I eliminate 99% bacteria

Used to wait on my lunch, guess this is home, look like it's Habitat, it's cafeteria

But the bitch never did nothing, now I'm in a state of eternal hysteria

Only real friends are the ones I made up, I do it too often, man, what's in this cup

Look in the mirror, tell me what to cut, cause I'll only be livin' for another month

Please don't act like you care, cause I know that you don't, I know you can't read me, so read what I wrote

You don't wanna be living, better hop in the boat, but I can't die now because I am the goat

I am an animal, I am a cannibal, my favorite snack is a kid like a Danimal

Couldn't sleep after that movie, damn Annabelle, haven't made a song in a bit

Took an interval, after that interval, solved for the integral

Finding myself was hard, but spiritual, hope my raps mean something lyrical

To live past what I went through was a miracle, the answer is in me

But I still can't find it, I gotta find me before they fine me

Clearly I'm lost cause my life is a maze, haven't hit a dead end yet, yeah I'm amazed

With my life, there's a sense of urgency, all my urgencies is getting really close to hurting me

Tell my folks about my music, they claim that they never heard of me

I feel as though I'm my biggest obstacle, can't hurdle me

With my name all in your throat, you'd think it'd be easy to up and gurgle me

But you ain't ready for this rinse, bitch, better murder me, murder me

I gotta get a middle man for these courtesies, but these courtesies come courtesy

Of these bowing ass bitches courtesy, no I waste my life just for her to see

That I got here working carefully, no abnormality in vocabulary

Arbitrarily, no analytically, and I literally hate myself

Wish I didn't have to make myself, but that's exactly what made myself

Just so you didn't what? I didn't kill myself

Although I never end my life, I got so many reasons

I think I need some help when my emotions change like season

And you see me with the fatal weapons, they are quick to seize them

Fingers on the trigger, had to squeeze them

I just shot my shot, I never miss, I hit him and I freeze him

We call it freedom, but we ain't never freed him

Up in the jail, let him die cause we ain't feed him

But we stay keeping it crazy cause we need him

Tell em what you did, I was banging on my head, I was breaking my leg

Couldn't catch a break, made me get on my knee and beg

Didn't do nothing steady, treating me like Meg

Then you wonder why I don't wanna live or breathe

I just wanna be a wannabe who wanna be happy

Life piss me off, that's the reason I'm snappy

Think about quitting cause my life stay crappy

I'm the type to kill myself and still be unhappy

Talking from heaven, my creator sent me an angel

He told me son, you was looking at it from the wrong angle

But now you an angel, accept what I gave you

You can sleep in the clouds, ain't gotta dream about

All the nightmares and night scares for what seem like lightyears

Though you might bear, it's right here

That the answer's always been, right there