Panic

From the outside looking in Yeah, you see a smile on my face, but it's so different from what it is This cruel and unusual punishment I try to stop the thoughts, but end up doing it all again It's a dark cloud over my head It changes how I see life 'til I forget how to live 'Til I forget what I am, is it the devil within? Or is it panic that I'm living just to see how it ends? Why is there nothing but this feeling inside? Got me acting like I'm outta my mind Can't breathe, can't sleep, I'm fine I tell myself I'm fine But I'm gone, I'm caught in a panic I'm lost and I'm damaged, can't find my way All I want is someone to save me 'Cause I am fading and I can't escape Every night, I've been losing sleep Getting chased by the feeling that's taking over me I'm in a panic, and I'm lost inside the static Getting buried alive with the skeletons in the attic Can I let it go or let it take me to the grave? Yeah I'd give it all just to make it go away, yeah I burn a hole in my soul when I pray I got one inside the chamber, and it's calling out my name Why is there nothing but this feeling inside? Got me acting like I'm outta my mind Can't breathe, can't sleep, I'm fine But I'm gone, I'm caught in a panic I'm lost and I'm damaged, can't find my way All I want is someone to save me 'Cause I am fading and I can't escape this life Feel like I'm losing my mind, uh, uh Feel like I'm losing my mind, uh, uh And I pretend that I'm fine, uh, uh But I'm losing my mind I'm losing my fucking mind I pretend that I'm fine inside But I'm losing my fucking mind I pretend that I'm fine, but I'm buried alive And I'm losing my fucking mind (I tell myself I'm fine) But I'm gone, I'm caught in a panic I'm lost and I'm damaged, can't find my way All I want is someone to save me 'Cause I am fading and I can't escape I'm gone, I'm caught in a panic I'm lost and I'm damaged, can't find my way