Novocaine

All the stories that I create Inside my mind, it's never too quiet Oh, I get so emotional, 'Cause I can't take the world that surrounds me, it just drowns me So, here I am just feeling down Running after calming sounds Now, all my thoughts are fleeing (So...) This is what you get for being understimulated I'm so done with feeling jaded Now I can't touch the ground, when you're around me Up in the clouds is where I will be All the goddamn time Why can't I follow what you say? I'm losing track of time every day, no replay I got no answers to myself So many questions floating inside me, I can't fight me So, here I am just feeling down Running after calming sounds Now, all my thoughts are fleeing This is what you get for being understimulated I'm so done with feeling jaded Now I can't touch the ground, when you're around me Up in the clouds is where I will be All the goddamn time Give me Novocain My world is sinking, I'm overthinking Under the surface I've tried medicine to calm me down I've tried medicine to bring me up And, I've tried medicine to focus up And, I've stopped medicine to come back down