Ready or Not

If you're reading this it's too late Nothing you can say now will induce fate This is all cause and effect of the risk that we take Promises we make and we break And I knew it was coming I didn't work so hard just to end up with nothing I didn't come so far Put my whole heart into something Just to fall back on it all of a sudden And it took me a minute Becoming unsatisfied with the life I was living And suicide on my mind half the time I was at the edge of my limits but I was afraid to admit it And everyday feeling worse than the last But there's no hope in reversing the past So I dive head first I don't care if it hurts if I crash I would rather flirt with disaster I would rather press my luck Than be stuck in a world that I know I can't trust Adjusted to a lifestyle that I don't love Disgusted to the point where I don't wanna wake up To the same routines killing my self-esteem Trying to tell myself it's not as bad as it seems Focused every day to find a balance between Honing in on my talents and chasing after my dreams It's not as easy as I thought it'd be Realigning my priorities And stop worrying what other people think about me I'm victimized by my own inferiority complex Bothered by the constant nonsense That got me feeling so self-conscious And way less confident In all my accomplishments And I've become so numb to the compliments And I don't care about what my common senses says I'ma give it all and live with the consequences Yeah, I'm taking a stance This is my chance I'm gonna give it everything that I got My future is in my hands and I'ma find out right now if I'm ready or not Because it's now or it's never And I'm willing to do whatever it takes to see it all come together Whether better or worse, I'm putting all else aside, focused on myself first On my self-worth Working And I know I'm not a perfect person I've been searching for my life purpose But I'm uncertain as to why I'm so nervous Still I I can't patiently wait Playing it safe and expecting myself to be great When It's all about faith And since you're reading this I'm sorry but you're way too late I'ma find out right now! Cuz I'ma find out right now if I'm ready or not Yeah... I'ma find out right now! I said I'ma find out right now if I'm ready or not! Right now if i'm ready or not, yeah Right now if i'm ready or not Right now if i'm ready or not, yeah Right now if i'm ready or Taking a shot Carving a spot for myself all the way at the top And I'm never gonna stop Not till I've given up every single thing I've got I know I'm asking a lot Asking a lot