Smoking, drinking

Sippin', leaning

Addiction, fiending

Hate this feeling

Smoking, drinking

Sippin', leaning

Addiction, fiending

Hate this feeling

I'm just trying to numb the pain I just need to numb the pain

Yeah yeah yeah

I can't stand to see your face

But you still showing up in the weirdest places

I'm trying to keep you out my frame of mind

Just got this new update on my phone and I see your pictures pop up all the time

Timeline look hype put that to the side now im living fine

But even when I close my eyes

You still showing up in my line of sight

I wish you the best

I level the hedge

I'm leveling up

They making a mess

I'm bringing the mop

You pushing my souls to the edge

I'm really the one who been cleaning up

I thought that I told you so don't forget

Mmm yeah

Thought that I told you so don't forget

Smoking, drinking

Sippin', leaning

Addiction, fiending

Hate this feeling

Smoking, drinking

Sippin', leaning

Addiction, fiending

Hate this feeling

I'm just trying to numb the pain I just need to numb the pain

Yeah yeah yeah

I can't stand to see your face

But you still showing up in the weirdest places

Losing my mind to a girl

Losing my life to the world

Spirits all over me now

That's what I mean by a fiend

Putting in work for the team

Look at me now!

Mm yeah

For me this is real not a dream

Did this for us not me?

That's all I need you to see

I'm just trying to numb the pain

I just need to numb the pain

Yeah yeah yeah

I can't stand to see your face

But you still showing up in the weirdest places