Cyan

I tried to compromise But you said you felt dead inside To fix the passion Instead you decided to cleanse your mind The taste of guilt, stitched to the back of your gums You did me dirty Contrived betrayals, depicted as honesty Cut up the insides of my face Motherfucker what did you expect Are your cyan blue eyes Pseudo self-esteem deprived I couldn't let you in So you left me behind Like the bile in the back of my throat You want blood, I'll show you my pain It feels like bleach seething through my veins Drugged with denial At best my thoughts become vial Artificial sympathy, superficial enemy My lifeless vessel confined by concrete Spit out the blood, smile back Motherfucker what did you expect Why was I begging for forgiveness Gave you a beating heart, you couldn't feel it Keep playing the victim Keep playing the fucking victim I tried to compromise But you said you felt dead inside To fix the passion Instead you decided to cleanse your mind No compromise, keep playing the victim Cyan blue eyes, fucking stained in crimson Sharpen the blade, drive it through my gut Is this the twisted idea of what you call love Make me fucking hurt, even worse, drag me through the dirt Tell me what I'm worth, tell me what I'm fucking worth