I've been beaten and broken

So lost I was hopeless

And I couldn't tell nobody they were dealing with a body that once whole now was soulless

Damn it all felt like jokes because

I thought I was faultless

Now I know I played a part in making them feel disregarded when I chose my own goals first

What a tragedy

The world gave me their heart I was fast asleep

Now return it in the art and it's squashed as meat

Just how yours would be in halves if we'd ever meet

Lower expectations

We define our own greatness

Mountains climbed at the quickest paces ends in declines that we get away from

And there's no escaping

I tried that once and I was faced with

A steep outcome like Mac and Faces

Delusional hallucinations

That be why they medicating

Less fear you have the more they afraid of

How you act when in the face of

Sociopaths who causing danger

Everything I spit

It's already written because it's what I have lived through my decisions

First they saw the addict and they had no sympathy

For that kid in their faulty system

Now they saw his damage ask him where they went wrong

It was both our actions that led to deception

You are just as bad as my choice to take drugs

Placed in a world I wanted to escape from

For a year been sober but most these nights I cannot close a

Eyes so wide starring at the wall that

Just reminds how far from home I am

Real life so bland

Trail off in my mind and I don't make sense

Payoff in the grind or what we get

I'll mess with the dyes like I did with death

Because all of my gripes turned into nonsense

My fruits aren't ripe so worn they bad

Would you feel my spite if we'd hold hands

Get rid of the slime before it's all I am

Speaking in signs and then we cause a splash

Get rid of the slime before it's all I am