I Came Home Late

I'm startin' to get this drunk thing A coping method of the same damn strain Already this mornin' I've done 'bout 15 things Before you got here, I was up at 5 a.m. OCD let me do this one thing only Yeah, I'll be down to sing, but where do I stand? Ask me how long I'll let this thing own me? It's all part of the game I'm bleeding at night Have no one to blame (I'm bleeding) Paid for some balance but turned up the same (but turned up the same) We're eating the night up, keep walkin' this way I'm beat, and I'm battered, reluctant to change, oh Your eggs over easy shows that you're shady There's some things that I can't explain, no I... How have I become so accustom to saying Certain things I'd never say? I'm bright-eyed, and when I think of you, I I might, I shed a tear You've been holding me down better then Most of my fears, so I'm proud of the difference that's in between Weren't I once the reason that you feel seen? We're part of the same piece, so why'd you keep doing this to me? Ah-yeah Wow, you got some big dreams I wish I could be there, but we no longer speak I got some painful gains built into my foundation Could I do it again? And no matter what you say, at least I'm honest It was just time for me to pick some better hobbies This game only makes more problems There's no need for VISA We could probably charge it I'm bleeding at night, I have no one to blame (I have no one) Paid for some balance, but it turned up the same We're eating the night up, keep walking this way I'm beat and I'm battered, reluctant to change, oh Your eggs over easy shows that you're shady (so broken and shattered) There's just some things that I can't explain, no I... How have I become so accustom to saying All these things I'd never say? I'm bright-eyed, when I think of you I I might, I shed a tear You've been holding me down better then Most of my fears I'm proud of the difference that's in between Weren't I once the reason that you felt seen? We're part of the same piece, so why'd you keep doing this to me? Oh-oh-oh-oh, mm You've taken enough shit from our life tragedies But this ain't an easy hit, you gotta come swinging But we ain't no simple defeat You know it's still just you and me I swear