It's Depression

First of all I'm out of my mind You don't wanna touch me You don't wanna call me And if you do then You've been taking your sweet time I just wanna tell you That I just wanna kiss you Uhhhh I'm not going home til it's out on the table Gotta know if I've been thinking right I don't wanna go I don't know how to say this I don't wanna waste my time Tell me that you want me back And I'll stop overthinking Everything that I do and all I say to you (It's not really what I had in mind) All I want is someone to love And I dont know why I always fuck up Everything that I do and what I say to you (It's not really what I had in mind) Sorry if I called you crying It's depression And I just miss you Yeah I can't sleep now I'm not even trying to fight it If I stay quiet I'd be lying through my teeth now I'm not going home til its out on the table Gotta know if I've been thinking right I don't wanna go I don't know how to say this I don't wanna waste my time Tell me that you want me back And I'll stop overthinking Everything that I do and all I say to you (It's not really what I had in mind) All I want is someone to love And I dont know why I always fuck up Everything that I do and what I say to you (It's not really what I had in mind) All I really wanted was someone to crave To try and forget everything that I faked For a little bit of sanity Wake me up just don't STOP Tell me that you want me back And I'll stop overthinking Everything that I do and all I say to you (It's not really what I had in mind) All I want is someone to love And I dont know why I always fuck up Everything that I do and all I say to you (It's not really what I had in mind)