Lost (As I Am)

Got your hands inside my jar again But now there's nothing left Spent it all so I could fill my cup But I dried it out instead Never knew a couple days could turn into some years Never thought I'd get it right But now it's just so clear I had a sick feeling in my gut I should've known that there was no one No one I could really trust to be up front And nobody gets better alone So I sit here and rot on my own What's the point if I can't gain full control of it But maybe that's irrelevant I know that it's irrelevant Get me out, get me out of this I quit trying to be such an optimist I cannot be the antagonist at the end of our story, so... Can't get out, Can't get out of this Cause I can't find the right audience Don't act like you're not just as lost as I am You act like you're not just as lost as I am There's no point in keeping in touch Cause you always thought of me as bad luck All because I never could gain full control of it Sometimes those voices seem to pull you in And it gets me so fucked up that I Can't get out, can't get out of this I quit trying to be such an optimist I cannot be the antagonist at the end of our story, so... Get me out, get me out of this Cause I can't find the right audience Don't act like you're not just as lost as I am Got your hands inside my jar again But nothing's fucking left Spent it all so I could fill my cup But I drown myself instead. Cause I never knew It could be all for nothing That a couple days could turn into some years Never thought I'd get it right But now it's just so clear But now it's just so clear But now it's just so... Get me out, get me out of this I quit trying to be such an optimist I cannot be the antagonist at the end of our story so End of our story so Can't get out, can't get out of this Cause I can't find the right audience Don't act like you're not just as lost as I am You act like you're not just as lost as I am