Stillwater (feat. Taylor Barber & Left To Suffer)

Fighting the current that's dragging me further the white flag is raised so pull me under Fuck I'm not writing this to satiate my suicidal fantasies I'm closer to the edge than I have ever been I can see the light Let me drown Swimming to the black and white all bleeding into grey I can't tell the difference tell the big one I don't fucking pray Any fates a blessing I'll return and haunt your walls Cover up a twisted world in which everything's my fault I can't take it I'm done playing with you I won't fake it I'd be lying if I Said I didn't want to die Fuck the change you can keep the difference It's not like it'll be put to use I can not take any more of this abuse What's left to lose Fuck Pull me under That's right motherfucker I give in You fucking win Is this what you wanted In suffering, my salvation I see it I'm out of ideas I'm running away from the demons in my head I fear A piece of me is so severe I chose to stick it out And I never wanna see your face pressed against my glass again I'll just suffer in the end As I tap into your fears buried deep within A disease has punished me Under pressure Die Cast your judgment Return back to the hole in the ground Taste of Ritalin Carcinogen I'm dead again Cutting off the middleman I can't ascend When it should've been My blood again I deserve to die As light fades A paltry ripple is snuffed out Another fucking wave comes to crush my ribcage At the end of the day I'm just a man consumed by my rage Cut off the ends of my godforsaken hands Now Taking me over the edge Help Welcome death