Big Halftime Show

Oh Let's take this slowly I don't wanna waste my time On anything unholy Except you and I under some gospel lights We could pull some romance Hold hands, maybe slow dance Post it, lose some old friends Close our eyes and Dream about some paradise I'd like to kiss you Stay home with you When you're sick I might pick fights But I'd pick your side If you're pissed Isn't that the dream? What we hope for what we need Well, not for me, that's not for me I'll cut my losses Keep my teeth When I don't lie awake at night When I'm at home inside my own That's how I feel when I am stoned That's why I love to be alone Quickly winters faded But so am I, I've traded all my Holy ghosts for demons and Maybe just believing isn't meant for me Is this domestic life the best that I can be? Or should I cry out Pray the skies might speak to me Is this just a dream? Why do I lie awake and scream? It's all for me, it's all for me My life choices blood for seed I guess I'll reap the crops I sow I know I loved and lose my throne I managed that all on my own But look at me, I guess I'm grown up Oh, let's take this slowly I don't want to waste my time One anything unholy Except you and I under some gospel lights Quickly winters faded But so am I, I've traded all my Holy Ghosts for demons and Maybe just believing isn't meant for me Is this just a dream? Why do I lie awake and scream? It's all for me, it's all for me My life choice is blood for seed I guess I'll reap the crops I sow I know I loved and lost my throne I managed that all on my own But look at me I guess I'm grown up Now