From Hotel 1105 With Love

Lord, you seem so far away, so far away, girl, from- Far way, so far away, girl, from- World we're living in, sometimes I think- World we're living in, sometimes I think- True love is here for you, no matter who you are You never have to wish, I'll be there from the start (uh) We both been tired of being tied, wiping tears from my eyes And I felt rage rushing through my veins, it's hard to keep quiet Almost thought you'd never lie, but it's some things I tried to hide Made a promise to myself this year, we both defeat the ties Get back right with God, embrace the flaws that I always often dodge 'Cause when you look into the mirror, you see past all facades I promise to myself I always will be honest, to this love Then self-love grows, when I strengthen beyond it To the book of love, my life's goal, focused on this diamond road I pray one day we find peace, the peace to breathe, relieve the lows I'm lower than I've ever known, I pack my bags, I'm leaving home Snatch the keys, you grasp the rings, then we proceed of doing wrong 1105 the suite of hope, we both been letting go, and it's been pain That I've been through, so it's hard to love and cope Spilled my pain on other women, that was two weeks in a row I'm guessing we moving on, no happy home, I'm losing what I've known How could I stay afloat? What if I let you go, it's things I'd never know, will God let us grow? This love is all I know, and we gotta let it show And if our hearts can grow, then we can't let this go, go I apologize, since the day I made you mine I'm taking full accountability of the ways I made you feel inside My tone of voice, the lust, my foolish ways, not valuing your trust We both been wrong, but it's a must, that I lead, and I construct this home And get us out this rut Man, I hate it when we fuss, take our time, we can't give up Therapy sessions could plant the seeds for ways to change the way we trust I'm on my momma line, I'm up, my granny ain't alive, I'm crushed My heart been dire, I wanted us It's on my mind, and I'ma run, swimming in circles Hurt could come in verbals, praying for the sun I haven't been rhyming, it's been months I've been crying, but I ain't done I'ma keep shining, my time will come It's a reason we alive, we gon' survive, I love us, 1105, with love (If, if you ever find) uh (If, if you ever find) yeah Can I share my love? It's as sweet as the sun Or the taste of cinnamon in Saint-Tropez You can't run away from the bad times and vacate the pain away I just need the time to show you, rinsing in the island shade Vanilla iced lattes, swirled with a Carmel glaze Let's talk, let's elevate, let's learn your heart rate My heart been dark lately, you walk, let's talk grace, our faith ain't far away Let's change our life's musical, hotels with love Fly with me, we can run In the botanical gardens, park it, valet, here we come Can't spend this winter time alone, feel like McAllister, I'm home Let's spend this Christmastime away and escape the Rome Grateful that you did pick up the phone, I was wrong I've been searching for your love, beyond the unturned stones And I prayed to reveal us, reflecting and valuing trust 1105 is about us, the love that we made Commitment that November came I was afraid for a change to dismiss my old ways That's what I always needed I had to find the meaning of my self-worth and motives It ain't about achievement, materialistic, I refuse to be I know my soul always needed cleaning, when I was low I still knew that I was golden, with a different meaning Within this lifetime and soon, I'ma see the season I see the sand up out the gloom and I can't never leave it And I've been destined, and I'm proving, I'ma live and breathe it To see my dreams and the world, I wanna achieve it What's the good in a man if he can't never lead, and I got issues I just wanna be, and figure out this path alone to trust me To reap the benefits of God's fruit and I can see What's missing in this film, is the work to love me I can see God's planning for me, now, now I'm free Life is for us to keep And if you're wondering what this song is leading to I want to make it with you (We can make it if we try) I really think that we could make it, girl (Together, you and I) No, you don't know me well