I've been stuck between the thought of you

What is real and what is made up in my head

Taking all the space up in my mind but I wish you were taking space up in my bed

I'm scared of the sun in the morning

I can't sleep you missed all my calls and

I know that it's not your fault but

I thought that we were beyond this

Somethings are hard to hold onto

And I wish that I didn't want you

Never thought I'd be the one to lose it over love

Read between the lines of your texts

Ran them over and over again

Trying to not let it show

I want you and i think you know

I don't like this

I'm in crisis

You make me nervous

This isn't like me

But I

Kinda crave it

I love the chasing

Just wanna catch you

Just gotta have you

Just gotta have you

I'm scared of the sun in the morning

I can't sleep you missed all my calls and

I know that it's not your fault but

I thought that we were beyond this

Somethings are hard to hold onto

And I wish that I didn't want you

Never thought I'd be the one to lose it over love

I'm out here losing it I

I'm out here losing it I

I'm out here losing it I

I'm out here losing my mind

I'm out here losing it I

I'm out here losing it I

I'm out here losing it I

I'm out here losing my mind

I'm scared of the sun in the morning

I can't sleep you missed all my calls and

I know that it's not your fault but

I know that it's not your fault but

I'm scared of the sun in the morning

I can't sleep you missed all my calls and

I know that it's not your fault but

I thought that we were beyond this

Somethings are hard to hold onto

And I wish that I didn't want you

Never thought I'd be the one to lose it over love