Unwanted Lifestyle

They treat me like they don't love me and wonder why I'm screaming fuck the world They fucked me over way too many times I don't even wanna love a girl I done dropped tears inside the rain You died wouldn't even cry no more I ran all out the pain No lie my life don't feel the same I don't give a fuck about a thing If I go out ima go out like I'm Tana with a bang Lord knows ima bang whoa I been up for some days I drown myself in Adderall Hate to talk about my problems I rather rap than answer calls I really hate I dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle If I could I throw this shit away right right now I don't need no help I got myself ion trust a fucking soul Ain't have nobody in them long nights when I slept in that cold Wish I could give my life away cause I don't want it no more Ion got no help I'm on my own on this long dark road Everything I'm going through I'm going through this shit myself And I'm taking all these drugs for pain I don't give a fuck bout health Never not a day go by that I don't think bout death All the bros gone anyway I'm probably be better there Starting to hate my lifestyle I just want money not fame Wish I could trade all my brothers for these diamonds and chains I wake up covered in tears I been drowning in pain I done dropped tears inside the rain You died wouldn't even cry no more I ran all out of pain No lie my life don't feel the same I don't give a fuck about a thing If I go out ima go out like I'm Tana with a bang Lord knows ima bang whoa I been up for some days I drown myself in Adderall Hate to talk about my problems I rather rap than answer calls I really hate I dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle If I could I throw this shit away right right now I'm a lost boy ion know which way to go Sometimes I sit and talk to god like Please give me hope I might drown in my tears Lord please give me a float My brother died cuz he ain't have his so I gotta keep a pole I hate my enemies ima kill them pussy boys so I cant keep em close See death all in my dreams pop Adderall so it can keep me woke Real cold n---a like I'm anemic keep my iron low Magician wit this stick I catch a opp and leave his mind blown I fucked my money up so many times trying to get it right Mama said son make it home I'm trying hard every night I wanna give up everyday I fought a hard fight I feel like ending ain't no shit but this a hard life I done dropped tears inside the rain You died wouldn't even cry no more I ran all out of pain No lie my life don't feel the same I don't give a fuck about a thing If I go out ima go out like I'm Tana with a bang Lord knows ima bang whoa I been up for some days I drown myself in Adderall Hate to talk about my problems I rather rap than answer calls I really hate I dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle If I could I throw this shit away right right now