Out of Order

Tear me down Light me up I fall down There's no going up Hit me back, take a note, just gimme a sign Back on track, still afloat, wish i could rewind On the edge, leaping off, running out of time I'm running, running Running Cause my mind is out of order But i can't afford it I'm living in a nightmare Why am i running towards it Forehead to the pavement Warnings i ignore 'em Guidance i ignore 'em Comforts i ignore 'em, simply cause i Love the pain Yeah i love the pain Yeah i love the pain Tell me why do i love it? Wear me down Light me up I call out I can't come up Sitting back, not a rush, take a little time Off the track, broken off, things i can't rewind On the edge, leaping off, thinking i was fine with running Running Now my eyes are out of focus Fragile like a lotus Higher than a mountain No one seem to notice Forehead to the pavement Warnings i ignored 'em Guidance i ignored 'em Tears just keep on pouring Don't care because i Love the pain Yeah i love the pain Yeah i love the pain Tell me why do i love it? Cause i love the pain Yeah cause i love the pain Yeah i love the pain Tell me why do i love it? Tell me why do i love it? Why do i love it? Why do i love it- Why do i love it...