Can I just just get two minutes

To pretend like my level of stress low and my mood isn’t?

To forget for a second How close I been getting to losing it

Not Obsessing over every little thing that i would do different…

See beauty with a new vision

And not worry what the view missing

Just a rat in a the race dreaming of tapping the breaks

Changing the pattern and pace and shaking this habit of haste

Don’t matter the place, don’t need to be far I’d be happy just having the space

Even a small piece of the peace Ive been having to chase

Ain’t greedy at all, that’d be great

But apparently asking that’d be too much

Well, naturally, so you’d rather me do..what?

Cuz the battery on my mental health is practically used up

I’m out of gasoline and flew passed these signs too fast to refuel up

Been losing touch..majorly

Not having a break is breaking me

Stuck in my head, I need to escape before it’s too late to leave

The way i see it, either I take a vacation away from me

Or I think I’ma suffocate holding my breath waiting for space to breathe

I just need a vacation

A vacation from feeling this way

A new location

Don’t matter the place just take me away

Away from

My overthinking

Misunderstanding

It’s so demanding

Just so over thinking

This tangled web in my head

I just need a vacation

Same cycle just a different day

Just living Is hard work, and it’s shitty pay

And there isn’t a way I’ma take my fifteen minute break

Anyway..any way to get away

And I’d take it any day

Not many things I wouldnt trade if in its place I get a single second just to disengage

This isn’t escaping or maybe it is and we can consider it payment

A little vacation time I’m finally taking

I been patient but think I been chasing something that doesn’t exist

Other than in my imagination facing that’s a son of a bitch

My crazy ass wanted to quit but stayed I’m wondering if I’ll pay for that

Struggling with the way that nothing I did could take it back

I’m staying trapped stuck in my head even though I keep it open

Working overtime trying to sort through these emotions

I just need a vacation

A vacation from feeling this way

A new location

Don’t matter the place just take me away

Away from

My overthinking

Misunderstanding

It’s so demanding

Just so over thinking

This tangled web in my head

I just need a vacation

A vacation from feeling this way

A new location

Don’t matter the place just take me away

Away from

My overthinking

Misunderstanding

It’s so demanding

Just so over thinking

This tangled web in my head

I just need a vacation