Lonely

I've been watching my back outside my house 'Cause I never know when you'll come around Thought I ran into you near that liquor store But I don't know anymore, I'm not keeping score I've been praying for a minute, but it's not enough Treating my words like a loaded gun Got my mouth sealed shut, 'cause I never know what I'll say that might just hurt someone So I keep my hands around my neck Make sure that I hold my breath Keep the words between my teeth Feelin' like I'm on my knees Fighting you was half the war I'm sorry that I wasn't more But honest, I don't really care I'm glad you're not here anymore Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you I know you're lonely But you don't own me Why don't you show me That you can stand on your own? Because I'm dying And I've been trying Just to say I could Just tell me, am I trying hard enough? 'Cause you're crushing my soul down with your thumb Spend two years blind, god damn, time flies Tell me, do you think that you got loud enough? We're falling apart Don't you see it, don't you see it, too? I'm talking to walls I'm not breathing, I'm not breathing, no We're falling apart Don't you see it, don't you see it, too? I'm talking to walls I'm not breathing, I'm not breathing, no Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you I know you're lonely But you don't own me Why don't you show me That you can stand on you own Because I'm dying And I've been trying Just to say I could Just tell me, am I trying hard enough? 'Cause you're crushing my soul down with your thumb Spend two years blind, god damn, time flies Tell me, do you think that you got loud enough?