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Self Deception
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Metal
Self Deception was released on September 1, 2023 by Optical Records as a part of the album Self Deception - Single
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Release DateSeptember 1, 2023
LabelOptical Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM130

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Volfram
Volfram
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Neil Helmy
Neil Helmy
Composer, Lyrics
Ayman Taufeek
Ayman Taufeek
Composer
Yousef Taufeek
Yousef Taufeek
Composer

Lyrics

Washed up
It this life of ours
Couldn't see no expectation in it all
Now im Locked up
In this mental fog
Sedated medicated can't recall
Just like the feel
Its Not ideal
But it keeps the dreams i have so surreal
My doctor warned me
Not a short recovery
But it keeps away the endless misery
Don't u see
Didn't wanna start with these
But they keep This life I'm in make belief
Those refills always, keep me thrilled
Even though i know they'll probably get me Killed
Cant stop now trust me
Tried to taper
But the shaking keep on saying maybe later
Don't wanna see me
Breaking up ain't so easy
Brain zaps in my head amplify
Muscles aching
Body shaking
My sanity can't take another try
Constant heaving
Forget the sleeping
Screaming Drenched in sweat I'd rather die
Don't u see
Didn't wanna, start with these
But they keep This life I'm in make belief
Those refills always, keep me thrilled
Even though i know they'll probably get me Killed
Yeah doctor don't have to say it
Self deception
I will admit
I'm losing my grip
Just gonna Stay with it
Don't wanna miss the way I'm feeling now
One last hit
Before i quit
Promise ill commit
Just wanna feel that I'm alive again
Written by: Ayman Taufeek, Neil Helmy, Yousef Taufeek
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