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i don't exist
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Dance
i don't exist was released on August 4, 2023 by amecandy as a part of the album i don't exist - Single
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Release DateAugust 4, 2023
Labelamecandy
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM136

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ame Jade Sakura
Ame Jade Sakura
Songwriter

Lyrics

My self-worth yeah you locked the door (Door)
I let you in but you only wanted more (More)
Shatter me until I'm crying on the floor-or-or-or
Past was my disgrace (Ahh)
Swear to god I'll be enough someday (Be enough someday)
I'll be alright I'll be okay (Ahh)
'Cause baby I'm not
(Amecandy! I don't exist.)
Am I even real? Or am I just a fantasy?
Am I even real? Or am I just a fantasy?
Am I even real? (Real) Am I am I even real?
Am I even real? Or is this all a fantasy?
Am I even real or is this all a fantasy? (Fantasy)
I'm losing my mind been a long time since you've talked to me (Talked to me)
I can't feel my body your voice is still haunting me (Haunting me)
I can feel the trauma digging itself within me
I'm not real oh I'm not real
I can't feel I-I-I can't feel
(Couldn't feel for you)
I'm not real
(And I ruin everything I do)
No I can't feel I-I-I-I can't feel real
Am I even real or is this all a fantasy? (Fantasy)
I hope you don't mind that I want you all to me (All to me)
Ho-hope you don't ever forget about me
E-even when the stars fall you'll still be my everything (Oh oh)
(Oh)
I want you to forgive me I completely took advantage of your longing for me
(Oh)
And pushed my own selfish desires and wishes on you
(Oh Ahh)
I deserve this punishment
Have no idea who I am anymore (More)
Took away my self-worth yeah you locked the door (Door)
I let you in but you only wanted more (Wanted more)
Shatter me until I'm crying on the floor (On the floor)
And the past was my disgrace (Ahh)
Swear to god I'll be enough someday (Be enough someday)
I'll be alright I'll be okay (Ahh)
'Cause baby I'm not real
Real real real real
I'm not real
Real real real real
I'm not r-r-real
I d-d-don't e-exist (Real)
I d-d-don't e-exist
I don't exist (Ah)
So I continue to lock up my real feelings
Hiding them deep down inside of me
Making sure that nobody ever knows the real me
Written by: Ame Jade Sakura
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