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Empty Notebook
Hip-Hop/Rap
Empty Notebook was released on August 4, 2023 by OTDO the Label as a part of the album Most Celebrated
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Release DateAugust 4, 2023
LabelOTDO the Label
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Julian Bean
Julian Bean
Songwriter

Lyrics

Alone and afraid I think I'm getting close to the pain
The only love is double taps when they scroll through your page
Or when you take that last breath and you move in to the grave
I get annoyed by the tears cause I know that they fake
When it come to work they see result but don't know what it take
I always knew I could perform I had to learn the stage
Everybody say they real but say it with they second face
The only one with loyalty like the shit is custom made
I know it's hard to listen
To people who say they care but still move like they heart is missing
My heart cold I got a heart condition
I stay neutral I'm always making hard decisions
She like to push buttons and break things like starting an engine
I mean pardon my friendship no one like to talk no more
Running to conclusions we don't even like to walk no more
Dead serious just like they chalked ya boy
I'm far from a helpless man
How much liquor til I start feeling like myself again
How many chances gone get labeled as a second chance
How many people said they had you then they changed they stance
I need promises lined out in a contract or that shit advanced
Losing friends was never part of plans
But in the end it's only me cause graveyards won't let me bring my mans
That's on the dead ones ****
Everybody has a price to pay
I understand that day is coming
I have to do everything while I'm here to make sure my legacy is forever
I need a break from my daily life
I need to vent without the fake advice
I need to change my life
It's too late if you did wrong you got to pay the price
You facing death or you facing life
When I have kids I got to raise them right
These just my thoughts when I'm taking flights
Why they blame me for all the crazy nights
Then I feel like I'm the one that's going crazy right
Why I always got to be the one to make it right
I'm far from a perfect man I know I'm a worth it man
I create a steady life shaky as surgeons hands
She know I trust her word we making moves off her command
Now I'm getting shout outs talking bout how she love her man
I hope my **** staying loyal when I'm not around
I hope my mama getting spoiled when I'm not around
I hope my sisters find a **** that can make them smile
I hope a **** never try me or he in the ground
Yeah
Don't get it misconstrued
I'm a grown man I'm not affected by different moods
I keep a small circle I'm not hanging with different dudes
Bro send me Bible verse I'm hoping he live them too
I'm writing a legacy they ain't think I would live up to
More money than the people **** told me to listen to
Got empty notebooks full of shit that I didn't do
And when it's said and done I'll write down what I been through
Written by: Julian Bean
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