Crawling

There's something inside me

That pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self-control

I fear is never ending

Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

I've felt this way before

So insecure

Crawling in my skin

This wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

Distracting, reacting

Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection

It's haunting

How I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

I've felt this way before

So insecure

(There's something inside me that)

(Pulls beneath the surface, consuming)

(Confusing what is real)

(This lack of self-control)

(I fear is never ending, controlling)

(Confusing what is real)