I can't lie, been looking over my shoulder

Like I don't know why I got this fear for every time we get closer

You're bringing over all my stuff then texting me to come hold you

It always turns to making love, but fuck it we call that closure

I got you whispering to me, that it'll never be over

I try to keep composure, we do it over and over

You're always wishing I was open hoping we could get closer

But there's an extra little piece of you and I'll never know her, yeah

Just want you proud of me

But I can't wait around to see

I take away your clouds of grey every time with pounds of weed

It's written on your face, I know just how you're feeling bae

I love you till the end of days, for you I'm just another phase

Could be a better person, hope you know that I been trying

We do it better quiet, so we love it to deny it

Decisions is our business but it's everybody minding

Asking if you love me, nothing's louder than your silence

I try to see your point of view

You ask me if one day I think we'll ever make it through

We're usually on a separate page

But I see it in your face and know the feelings never change

Shit got me staring at the ceiling

Tryna see a deeper meaning, understand the cards I'm dealing

You know I care about you still

Cause you might be the only one I ever loved for real

A sip dripping down my lip, my cup of liquor's getting low

And the more sun that I pray for, the more it's starting to get cold

Some I wish who woulda stayed but I'm glad that I'm alone

Gotta appreciate the pain, cause I learned to stand all on my own

It's a race around this maze and you can't take it when there's space

So then you show up at my place with all the problems that we made

Saying maybe we could fix it baby if would retry it

The universe was shifted right when our two worlds collided

Hugging then we're kissing, then your kissing turns to holding me

Telling me you're missing all that we felt like was supposed to be

Don't know if you were meant for me

But this thing feels like ecstasy

I get sucked into your energy, your voice is like a melody

Don't forgive some shit I should admit but you predict it

I hate when it gets like this but the makeup's so addictive

No matter how mad that I get

I'd go back to the day we met and do it all again

You try to see my point of view

I ask you if you'll ever take the things I say as true

We're usually on a separate page

But you see me and you say you know the feelings never fade

I think that I'm insane, wish the good outweighed the pain

Still playing highlights in brain

Someday this will make sense to me

Text came through you say one day we'll get it right eventually

I try to see your point of view, your point of view

If I seen me like you do, what would I do

I gave you the best of me

I got less cause your best was with somebody instead of me

You try to see my point of view, my point of view

If you seen it like I do what would you do

Sometimes I wanna block your name

Might still be in love and I don't know when that'll change