Fighting For My Soul

God gave me life so I can't tell him I'm suicidal It's been re-written But I still find the time to read the Bible I'm a rapper that's my title, I'm someones idol So I'm mindful when I talk, cause if not They'll cancel me to be spiteful, it's all a cycle My heads chipped, so I smoke my weed ital Need a break from prison like Michael It's all about survival, ask my rival Shoot on arrival, make his destination final I know where it's gonna go It's going to spiral out of control, get my rifle Freedom of speech, look how they fight for Ye and Andrew Tate They say the wrong thing and get blocked I speak I'm back behind the gate Fake it to you make it, I can't hate Spray my billboard with paint and that's one thing I can't rate So when we get him, I just hope you understand We've been dropping niggas out for trolling on the gram 3 thug all up in the court telling the judge we ain't a gang Hearing that somebody sang, I got prepared to take the stand Damn From the picture that they paint I say I'm alienated, Picasso Heads chipped, so I aint mixing my weed with tobacco Paro of my shadow, so I'm filling my pistol with ammo Say a one prayer and I light my candle It's everyman for themselves, when you pree it help would help But I can't bring myself to ask you when I need it But I'll pattern up The devil's dragging me to places Back to places I don't wanna go Protect my energy it's evil, I don't want to know 2023 just leave me be if you dont want the smoke Cause I'm fighting for my soul, yo this is not a joke Save me yeah, please save me My heart can't take no more When my head gets hot and I don't know what to do There must be other ways to chill, instead of smoking on- I ain't got nothing to say, so I can't go to the booth Am I really falling off? God, can you save me from the truth? I'm 22, I'm getting old and getting tired of these roads We've been bursting off our poles and feds been birding off my bros When I see my nigga fold, it made my heart turn cold But it's worse to lose composure, so I'd rather my heart froze You see the pain in my eye, literally cause I got stabbed in it Never chose the roads, me and my bros we got dragged in it Time that I done in jail, ain't nothing but a mad minute Who am I to complain? But bro he got 20 years And then he's got to get parole If it's evil I don't want to know 2023 just let me be if you don't want the smoke Cause I'm fighting for my soul, this is not a joke This is not a joke