Deep In My Thoughts

(AlWitDaCookUp)

(Mom, Lockdown in the studio again)

I'm hearin' voices in my head

But I can't go up off the ledge

Now I try to forget

But I get so, so, so

Deep in my thoughts, deep in my thoughts

I be tryna block it out, tryna block it out, oh

Deep in my thoughts, deep in my thoughts

I be tryna block it out, tryna block it out

I be tryna block it out, on alert when I'm poppin' out

You ain't care when it was happenin', don't call me now

I'm strong, my God, I need you, I'm callin' out, yeah, I'm callin' out

I stay on me

But I keep my guard up, can't show you the real me

They be actin' like they don't see me, but real **** feel me

I be really wantin' to give up, but then I think about all the times I had to sacrifice

I'm hearin' voices in my head

But I can't go up off the ledge

Now I try to forget

But I get so, so, so

Deep in my thoughts, deep in my thoughts

I be tryna block it out, tryna block it out, oh

Deep in my thoughts, deep in my thoughts

I be tryna block it out, tryna block it out

Deep in my thoughts, seems like I'm lost

I can't even feel my feet when I walk, I'm beefin' with my dogs (Damn)

Even when I cry out, it seems like I'm soft, I (Yeah)

Gotta toughen up (No cap)

How you gon' switch up on the one that helped you run it up? (The one)

When you was lost, I looked at you and told you, "Come with us" (Come through)

You need somebody that's gon' tell you when you fuckin' up (Fuckin' up)

And my mama ask about you all the time and

Even though I say you good, I feel like she know I'm lyin' (How she know that?)

You were my brother back then and you my brother now (That's facts)

I feel like we could really shoot the ones and hug it out

I'm hearin' voices in my head

But I can't go up off the ledge

Now I try to forget

But I get so, so, so

Deep in my thoughts, deep in my thoughts

I be tryna block it out, tryna block it out, oh

Deep in my thoughts, deep in my thoughts

I be tryna block it out, tryna block it out