Music Video
Music Video
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Apate
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Apate
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Caleb Patch
Producer
Sean Delander
Producer
Lyrics
Waking up another day
Riddled with anxiety
Clench my chest to feel the pain
Constantly it’s tightening
Flowerbed of planted thoughts
Guilt and dread turns me to rot
Clench my chest to feel the pain
I can feel it crushing me
Broken heart, broken mind, broken man
Filled to the brim with regret
Sanity up in smoke as I light another cigarette
Subdue my delusions
All my thoughts are intrusive
So won’t you just hurry up and use me
(So won’t you just hurry up and use me)
Maybe then I won’t feel so useless
I’ve been staring at these four walls for days
Doesn’t feel like I deserve the sunshine’s rays
Eyes in the walls and they’re staring back at me
Spirit of death lead me astray
They’re staring back at me
Leave me alone to rot
Bleed me dry
It’s only death that knocks
I can’t get out of my head, I can’t get out of my head
I can’t get out of my head, I can’t get out of my head
Sedate these memories
Replace them with your misery
Bite my tongue
Until there’s blood dripping from my teeth
Burn mark from the leather on my neck
Not even the devil wants me
Waking up, another day
Riddled with anxiety
Clench my chest to feel the pain
Constantly it’s tightening
Flowerbed of planted thoughts
Guilt and dread turns me to rot
Clench my chest to feel the pain
I can feel it crushing me
Broken heart, broken mind, broken man
Filled to the brim with regret
Sanity up in smoke as I light another cigarette
Subdue my delusions
All my thoughts are intrusive
So won’t you just hurry up and use me
Maybe then I won’t feel so useless
Written by: Apate
