Stayin' Alive

I want my friends to look out for me

Because I hurt myself too many times this week

And we never hangout and I don't wanna die

But it's easier than calling when you're home asleep

From a distorted payphone to say I'm not alright

I think you're still angry that I let you down

Our friends didn't choose me, so I won't come around

And I start to get desperate for something that's real

It's hard to describe the way that it feels

It's like screaming in silence when no one's around

Hands start to shake, will I ever calm down?

The knot in my stomach gets inherently worse

Nobody knows while I'm sitting at work

Trying so hard to hold back the tears

And I'm so much better than I've been in years

Just tell me you love me while I'm still around

I'm worth it to be here than into the ground

I wish I was noticed I wish someone cared

I'm angry and scared, I just want to end it right here

Staying alive

Find a way, we always find a way

Find our way home