nobody loves me

I think my therapist hates me And my boyfriend and my friends from uni' I think my parents would blame me For being sad about my childhood memories They've been resurfacing lately And there's a lot of shit I shouldn't have seen Thought I had grown up at 18 But I'm not the person that I thought I would be I know that you've been trying your best But the voice inside my head says Why does no one care? Does nobody love me, love me? Is anybody there? Does nobody love me? If nobody notices me when I'm here Then why would they notice if I disappeared? It's not fucking fair Nobody loves me, loves me I got emotional baggage And it's too much for me to carry alone But if I tried to unpack it I know that I would never get it to close So I carry the weight of it with me But it's too heavy to hold, and I can't breathe So I say fuck it and throw it at my feet Nobody loves me Nobody loves me Why does no one care? Does nobody love me, love me? Is anybody there? Does nobody love me? If nobody notices me when I'm here Then why would they notice if I disappeared? It's not fucking fair Nobody loves me, loves me Does nobody love me, love me? Does nobody love me? Why does no one care? Does nobody love me, love me? Is anybody there? Does nobody love me? If nobody notices me when I'm here Then why would they notice if I disappeared? It's not fucking fair Nobody loves me, loves me (Does nobody love me, love me?)