Birthmark

That red wine birthmark on your shoulder Two winters longer than the fling Could try again when we are older Maybe the time could kill the sting I wake up, it's fine in the morning light I feel sort of over it And it's not like I lay awake and cry Over someone undeserving Of my space and time, God, I swear I'm fine But it's when I go to bed When I go to bed Do you remember last December? Screaming our heads off on the frost And then all of our friends were watching us The way you watch something combust And the words that hung hot in the air And how dumb did you think that I was? 'Cause none of your lies were adding up, now I know I know, I know I'm better off, but I wake up, it's fine in the morning light I feel sort of over it And it's not like I lay awake and cry Over someone undeserving Of my space and time, God, I swear I'm fine But it's when I go to bed (I can't get over it) When I go to bed (I can't get over it) (I can't get over it) I wake to find your memory (I can't get over it) replay that same Soccer Mommy Song for an hour 'til you leave Whichever first provides relief Was there a time before you-me? I watch us from the mezzanine Where once there was a bolder man You cower now in Comic Sans (I can't get over it) I wake up, it's fine in the morning light I feel sort of over it (I can't get over it) And it's not like I lay awake and cry Over someone undeserving (I can't get over it) Of my space and time, God, I swear I'm fine But it's when I go to bed (I can't get over it) When I go to bed (I can't get over it)