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Only, only, only Only, only, you Only, only, only Only, only, only Still here, only God knows why, still here Only God knows why (only God knows why) Dreams of a beach with a house behind (huh, house behind) Deep thought on the speed of life Sun's in perfect reach each time (time) Then I wake up clean to a different light (light, light, light) And I see problems, jump and hide (hide, hide) I can't see trapdoors in my mind Blurry signs that I can't define Like predicting movements ahead of time Projectiles coming from my side Projectiles coming for my life War-zone when I close my eyes La-la-la, it's fingers in my ears, I was not tryna hear I'm moving on faith and faith only Desires crush me numb, I would chase and then some From love, I would run like it's just here to disown me That's why I keep my distance even if I miss it Wire me the wisdom to pick up when it phones me Take my body for a walk, call somebody just to talk Take the mic and press record and speak the truth only Only, only, only Only, only, only, you Only, only, only Only, only, only, you I was chasing highs, oh, on diagonal Started lookin' down, like, where the middle go? I been on this grind, like it's gonna break my fall Careerism pothole, like, where my loved ones go? Obedient, blindly, I trust you and you know I don't wanna judge, but I need to save my soul I question your priorities isn't in this boat Wired to a system, born into a code Has a way of keeping self-esteem on the low Bettin' on myself like, how wise is this hope? Bettin' on myself like, how wide is this hole? You tell me it's the wrong choice You tell me it's the wrong choice, but I La-la-la, it's fingers in my ears, I was not tryna hear I'm moving on faith and faith only Desires crush me numb, I would chase and then some From love, I would run like it's just here to disown me Only, only, only Only, only, only, you Only, only, only Only, only, only Only, you Only, only, only Only, only, only Only, you Only, only, only Only, only, only