Too Much of Everything

Must have been the conformists who I could never be Must have the bullshit of religiosity Must have been that life wasn't fair and would never be Must have by my own insecurities It was too much of everything, too much of everything Too much of everything And everything became too much So I drank some alcohol and tried to go right through the wall I took some tokes and tried to float above it all I sniffed some lines and tried to outrun it all I dropped some doses and laughed at the absurdity of it all But I took too much of everything Too much of everything, too much of everything And everything became too much Too much of everything Too much of everything, too much of everything And everything became too much Now I don't know but I might have grown a little wise I didn't know then life was shorter than I realized I don't know why it's so hard to just exist I don't know how but you've got to Forgive yourself for just trying to live When there's too much of everything, too much of everything Too much of everything and everything becomes too much When there's too much of everything Too much of everything, too much of everything And everything becomes too much Too many people talking at the same time Too many people at Grand Central Too many sirens on my block Too much infinite space in the universe Too many hours of darkness too many things that can kill you Too many unanswered questions too many haters to silence So when it all gets too much Just remember this song and take a breath