We Don't Get a Lot of Things To Really Care About

I floated there forever, vacant look on my face Holy stardust held me while the depths called my name One of those nights where it stings But it's comforting to feel something The morning sun shone on my chest like terrible weight In the evening I cried after watching Nicolas Cage It's the least expected places sometimes Where we come across our grief They say you only get one body so take care of yourself In my dreams I pick a brand new one right off of a shelf I would kill this one so quickly If I knew I could make that change If you ever find a lighthouse, will you light it for me? Cause I'm not sure what the cost is to get out of the sea But I'm tired of it's grip and I just wish that it would let me leave This year there isn't very much to say This year there aren't words to describe it This year it's the silence that's helping me And the hope that I'm gonna escape it Next year I'm gonna stop what's hurting me Next year I'm gonna put some art up Next year I'm gonna make them remember my name This time I won't fuck this thing up