How Long

If you think about it I wasn't that aware Of You, of my surroundings Of the world Of just how unaware I was To be so lucky to be around you I brushed right past your shoulder Into someone else's arms How would I react to that Knowing what I know now I had a life before you I had a life before How long would I fall before my feet land on the ground? I'm floating in a space I don't belong How long will I hide inside an environment where I know I know I won't make it out alive What was I to do once I couldn't anymore What does one do once they've left it all out on the floor? You brushed right past my shoulder Into someone else's arms You never meant to harm You just saw someone else's arms How would I react to that Knowing what I know now I had a life before you I had a life before How long would I fall before my feet land on the ground? I'm floating in a space I don't belong How long will I hide inside an environment where I know I won't make it out alive How long will I survive in a place that I've decided It no longer needs me anymore How long will I try to make it last awhile longer A while before I just can't anymore Anymore Anymore