Tempests (feat. Keyleigh Feener)

Save me from this hell I'm not myself When your in my way Can't undo your spells Cause they're mixed unwell Doesn't heal with pain Take in all your hurt What's it worth If you don't change Drag me through the dirt Our bridges burn Cause you thrive in flames Tryna place the blame on me Pray my people healing Wish I could fight they demons Got my own battles dealing Rarely speak my grievance When I do I'm screaming Grinding teething feigning Battle scars still bleeding Leading troops to Zion Nylon suits of armor Steer through storms of trauma Refunding gold from Ghana I'm wearing knock-off Prada Supporting hustling fathers I know them custody problems Been on the street corner court room say you teach horrors Nah You know you grow up and you make game winning shots and its awesome And you come back the next day and you miss a game winning shot and its misery And then the next day comes and your back playing again And you understand that life has this cyclical nature Where its- You know what you do on Monday its fantastic but then Tuesday its a bad day But guess what there's Wednesday So are we just supposed to live our lives like this the whole time You know Versus just staying like this and understand that its really just a journey of evolution Everyday is just constant improvement, constant curiosity, constantly getting better The results don't really matter It's the figuring out that matters Been through all of this What the fuck am I calling this Purgatorial politics Esoterically fatherless He come around but problem is Historically he leave his kids To bear a cross of his creation Many calls that I'm evading Never thought that I would make it Up from out that fucking basement With hands over my ears praying please don't bust her face in I wish I had cold cased him Noise complaints from all our neighbors Course, he done cops some favors So they ain't gonna draw tasers Broken ribs and bruised lungs reasons she can't breathe And beating on her stomach why the two of you can't breed And I am sick to mine, ma I'm sorry that you bleed All them times you took them hits for me How the fuck we end up distantly Just wishing that you'd listen to me Something might be missing from me He stole it from the both of us Disgusted by things I discuss 8 years old when woke you up after KOs Still couldn't meet your exaltations What were your expectations 10 when we slept in the car Mickey D pancakes at dawn October nights out on the porch 4 when he set fireworks to block out beers drank on the 4th 6 years old degrading me 11 when displacing me You'd still fit that Christmas tree Smashing dish plates, masonry I was held up in the bathroom Broken locks use drawers as them There he go unhinged again Doors and walls there's holes in them You say him and I the same Lying, beating, thief by name But I was never blaming you Act like I was shaming you Even tried saving you Turned on me said shame on you Telling 12 I came at you Ironic not the same as you Was always tryna run things (call me president) Way I handle some things (they call me revenant) Dealing with some dumb things(you ain't relevant) Always used to hum things(man fuck your sentiments) Always running from things(I ain't a resident) Could never handle some things(I ain't put much in it) Dealing with some dumb things(you ain't relevant) Always used to hum things(was how I handled it) Dealing with some dumb things(you ain't relevant) Always used to hum things(was how I handled it) Dealing with some dumb things(you ain't relevant) Always used to hum things(man fuck your sentiments)