WHO I AM

How can I find a reason?

She ripped my heart to pieces

I'm broke, alone, and bleeding out

I've tried to walk the streets but

I'm crowded by lonely people

Only God can save me now

I could find another help me waste my time

Spend a couple hours under city street lights

I don't want a body just to help get by

Empty conversations lead to broken life lines

And no one knows how I'm feeling tonight

I'll get home, probably drink to ease my

Time alones usually spent by the window

But I'm trying to get better

Trynna find a place to start

Why'd you say forever if you knew we'd fall apart

It's harder to be honest when I don't know who I was

But who I am's not who I wanna be

Who I wanna be

I bet you know how I feel

Thinking you found something real

Just to have the sky fall on you

I never meant to hurt you

Just didn't think I deserved you

I still don't and I'll never forgive myself

I was finding new addictions that could quench my thirst

Just to realize they would hurt me worse

Nothing could ever make me feel like you did

And no one knows how I'm feeling tonight

I'll get home, probably drink to ease my

Time alone's usually spent by the window

Just trying to get better

Trynna find a place to start

Why'd you say forever if you knew we'd fall apart?

It's harder to be honest when I don't know who I was

But who I am's not who I wanna be

So I'm trying to get better

Trynna find a place to start

Why'd you say forever if you knew we'd fall apart?