Don't Believe a Word That I Say

I'm running for something completely terrifying And I'm trying to make it my own But I'm hoping for something That only time can show me So why can't my head let it go I just want a little peace in my mind But the more that I learn, the harder I try 'Hit the ground from the nest and I'm still alive But I'm failing the test, I'm living a lie so Don't believe a word that I say I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes My brain is jumping all out of place Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way I wonder why comfort is something I seek after When there's so much I'll never know I try to push further and get stronger But every thought gets harder and harder So why can't I just let it go Don't believe a word that I say I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes My brain is jumping all out of place Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way I'm tired of needing something to fill me Tired of seeking something that kills me I'm tired of wishing for something more When I know it's only gonna make me want a little more 'Said I'm tired of needing something to fill me Tired of seeking something that kills me I'm tired of wishing for something more When I know it's only gonna make me want a little more so Don't believe a word that I say I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes My brain is jumping all out of place Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way I'm holding on to what's in the way I'm holding on to what's in the way