Heartless

You said I'm acting different, but brought it up casually 'Cause you know confrontation scares the living hell out of me And we talked through our options, but I didn't see any 'Cause my dream, it's always been right here in music city And when my dad was helping me pack As I was crying, he asked "Are you sure?" And I felt heartless, I felt selfish Like maybe I'm making a mistake and I can't help it Maybe I should stay, maybe I'm crazy For trying to push myself out of my limits And you didn't hurt me and nobody's screaming I'm simply putting a box in a backseat Holy shit, just 'cause I'm leaving Doesn't mean I won't have regrets Or that this breaks my heart less I know I did the breaking up, and I should really own it But I don't think I'm even allowed to be sad for a moment But I've been crying for a week straight Tryin' to convince myself I'm okay It'll get easier one day, won't it? And I felt heartless, I felt selfish Maybe I'm making a mistake and I can't help it Maybe I should stay, maybe I'm crazy For trying to push myself out of my limits You didn't hurt me and nobody's screaming I'm simply putting a box in a backseat Holy shit, just 'cause I'm leaving Doesn't mean I won't have regrets Or that this breaks my heart less And how narcissistic of me When I was the one who chose to leave When this should be about you And how you constantly prove That you were too good to me And I'm so heartless, I'm so selfish For saying I'm making a mistake and I can't help it Maybe I should stay, maybe I'm crazy For trying to push myself out of my limits You didn't hurt me and nobody's screaming I'm simply putting a box in a backseat But holy shit, just 'cause I'm leaving Doesn't mean I won't have regrets Or that this breaks my heart less