bathroom floor

I'm on the bathroom floor My mom's first aid kit in my hands Wish you'd come stitch me up But first let me feel it just enough A hundred prayers couldn't save me From the person I've become I don't know why you don't miss me I don't know what made you run Oh, Jesus Christ I'm so sad all the time I don't believe in God anymore He wouldn't let me hurt like this Oh, Jesus Christ I'm so sad all the time I don't believe in God anymore He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor Will you take care of my broken body, if I told you, you destroyed it? Some days these memories will haunt me But no, I'm not strong enough to fight it Hope you pick the prettiest flower And plant it by my gravestone Maybe it will grow in summer And I won't be so alone Oh, Jesus Christ I'm so sad all the time I don't believe in God anymore He wouldn't let me hurt like this Oh, Jesus Christ I'm so sad all the time I don't believe in God anymore He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor I'll put a thousand band-aids On all of my mistakes Down on my knees and I pray For some better days Oh, Jesus Christ I'm so sad all the time I don't believe in God anymore He wouldn't let me hurt like this Oh, Jesus Christ I'm so sad all the time I don't believe in God anymore He wouldn't let me bleed out on my bathroom floor