I died for broken ass dreams

My pride won't let it fade

It's bursting out of my seams, the pressure that I made

I tried to let out my screams, but something's in the way

I slow my breath for a deathwish, a deathwish

Deathwish, a deathwish

Deathwish, a deathwish

I've been stirring from a dirt sleep every night, the water is finding pulse digging in my throat

The chase rises to my teeth, choking on the words that had leapt from nose

It's just regret, I think

This turf don't even bend for metal death but this time it's shaking, flaking, so what?

Did we just lose this common gold? How can I learn undone magic?

These are bones I never learned to live in

Counting down a death not meant for this weight

This grass is just a painted namesake

I'm staring up at the bottom, trying to make it out

If I

If I stare at the sun this time

Staring out at the 1, 2

Staring out, is it just, is it just

Is it just blind faith or some luck

I'm sideways from dumb struck

These bitter pills to bite was never worth the thumb cuts

A changing of the guard that never mattered to the gum stuck

Watch my heart go open close when the strings are pulled and untucked

Is it magic or is it dumb luck

I'm plastic when the sun touch

My channel chasing was just searching eyes wide shut

Stamped my flag on empty moon and raised my hand to hunt gusts

My present is unlived in, all I think about is dragged mud

I'm the likely circus for higher zoos

The bottom water bearer for new recruits

The lows I took have never made me proofed

From some flying glib too stale as truth

This makeshift weight I built for use

To prop me up and hang me too

I can't shake white my face from blue

Said I'm finding faith is worth more than I can afford

Spitting out the baby teeth that pressed my cheek and dug the canker sores

What am I afraid of, is it death, is it night

Is it deficit I caved or a crater worth light

Ain't had a song in my heart for a minute, it's worth the better air that I live with

Could never give too much of myself these days

Could we make this forever or is it alright if we never

All I'm looking for is good health these days

I said I'm crumbling down at my feet

Staring up at the sky

Staring up at the sun

Wishing I could come back home this home this time

Wishing I could come back home this home this time

Wishing I could come back home this home

Wishing I could come