Distorted Reality

What's seen in this hollow Transparent anomalous abyss A home in a shadow Of plateaus with habits to remiss In falling to Venus Distortion was willingly dismissed What went unforeseen is Surely what it will not admit The layers that follow That drop in this blissful ignorance Will grow as we swallow Succumb to an all sanguivorous Whats common attraction; Escapes haring further down the list Don't call for reaction In daze to what silently persists Seen, an everlasting defilade Tilling the paths to Avalon Gallant suns placate to pawns No Signal to what is close beyond D o n o t b r e a k p r o t o c o l Still absent through the truth of going nowhere Like orphic tyrants that askew the spines The carbon glimpse insinuates a repair That whims the masses as it filters the eyes While congregating ripples wage the ashes Distortion takes the Signal soon to die Benighted to this paragon deception And egomania that riddles our kind I was never like them I was never like them I was never one of them I am fit to be condemned They are despotic mayhem In lacking prudent meristems The ivory strengthens ibidem I will never follow them I was never like them I was simply thrown away to rot Will anything be real again I am all imbued to walk alone Accursed. The one, Amid, Absconded to the bids of allies. The bridge, It lasts, Still thunder fades that cracked the blades in hand. My filter is fading My senses are waning My functions decaying oh why? If god is this lazy Then souls are so vainly Recycled back into this bind I have fallen to some reasons none can see again I, derealized, might stay numb to what I used to feel If I am to escape this dissociation Will I still ablate, will I be again? Just try to stay awake Don't fade into the grey Try to as we may, The Signal has escaped. Escaped. Escape.