Forever and a Day

I could drown In all of my emotions But I don't do that now Cuz it's a cycle and I know it When I was safe, thought it was sound But I was lost, I needed ground It made sense that I fell for the wrong ones I didn't know what a home made of love was All the words, that cut me deep, they were the ones, that I believed I thought I deserved all of that shame Had to learn how to light up this dark place Cuz I didn't wanna wait for my life to be over It wasn't his to take, I guess that I'm a special case I got a lot to say, now that my mind's fully sober I'm no longer afraid, I could live forever and a day Forever, yeah Forever and a day Forever, oh, oh Forever and a day Forever, oh, oh Forever and a day Forever, yeah Forever and a day Who hurt you Don't pay your pain forward That's what I tell myself When I'm feeling torn Between healin' and a war, ah When I was safe, thought it was sound But I was lost, I needed ground It made sense that I fell for the wrong ones I didn't know what a home made of love was All the words, that cut me deep, they were the ones, that I believed I thought I deserved all of that shame Had to learn how to light up this dark place Cuz I didn't wanna wait for my life to be over It wasn't his to take, I guess that I'm a special case (oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) I got a lot to say, now that my mind's fully sober I'm no longer afraid, I could live forever and a day Forever, yeah Forever and a day Forever, oh, oh Forever and a day Forever, oh, oh Forever and a day Forever, yeah Forever and a day