Waking Up

I've been trying random acts of kindness but the line ain't very fine between just dabbling and grinding

intentions are always so fucking selfish and I hate the way I'm always out to satisfy myself first

I feel like I'm a con man I don't trust my intuition I'm just searching for a fixing

and the truth is I'm just looking for some solace I keep catching little glimpses but they never stay in focus

I'm waking up its been a long night lets shake off the rust lets open these blinds

and let a little bit of daylight in find out where the demons live cause I'm waking up

I've been living inside of a daydream feeling like a sleepy hipster taking shelter from the mainstream

everything just feels so detrimental if I don't knock off the edge I get overly sentimental

I feel like I'm a snowman I just melt in the emissions that my therapist is spitting

I've been synthesizing a frozen oasis while I search for a connection in the shadiest of places

I'm waking up its been a long night lets shake off the rust lets open these blinds

and let a little bit of daylight in find out where the demons live cause I'm waking up

I've got a fever I've been dreaming black and red been fighting off the reaper and the ghosts under the bed

I'm waking up its been a long night lets shake off the rust lets open these blinds

and let a little bit of daylight in find out where the demons live cause I'm waking up

I'm waking up

Ive had enough

I'm waking up